I don’t understand boys sometimes… they smile at you and hug you, they look away shyly if you brush by their hand, they make you feel loved and special then with one word, they can kill you inside. A waste of emotion and tears, some say about loving men. A dreaming hearts wish, says others, yet I don’t know where he falls for me… he with a warm smile and ocean blue eyes. I only wish to know if he loves me back… if im wasting my emotion on him. Waiting for him is like waiting in the rain, cold and disappointing. i stand there, waiting. Others offer their umbrellas to me but I have refused only waiting for him and I wish he knew that I won’t wait forever.